心亂的 Spring Break

無論怎麼說, 我也要跟者我的心
Man.. a lot has happened over the past few weeks. Stuff that I can't explain... but I feel pretty down right now... and this song might explain why:

Breathe by Taylor Swift...
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I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But it’s killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin’ like the end of a sad movie,
It’s the kinda ending you don’t really wanna see.
Cause it’s tragedy and it’ll only bring you down,
Now I don’t know what to be without you around.

And we know it’s never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can’t,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesn’t work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know it’s never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You’re the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can’t,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

It’s two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it’s not easy,
Easy for me.
It’s two a.m.
Feelin’ like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain’t easy,
Easy for me.

And we know it’s never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Ohhh

I can’t,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry

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spring break
I gotta keep my head up

Dan's life 2k9

Year 2009 Overview

Wonderful things are in store for you this year, Virgo! You're experiencing tremendous feelings of rebirth and, as you release old ways of expressing yourself, you'll find yourself walking into all kinds of new experiences. Virgo loves to make sure everything is clear, concise and methodical, and this will help make it easy for you to graciously receive and beautifully adapt to the growth you are experiencing. You'll feel very peaceful with the changes happening both inside and outside of you, and you welcome the opportunity to express the new knowledge you gain.

There's a renaissance going on within you that seems to have been asleep for sometime now. You discover where the doorway is and are ready to consciously find new meaning in your life, and to manifest who you are in your own way. Mentally, culturally, instinctually and spiritually, you'll be going through incredible transformation this year. Your fresh take on life will give you the ability to manifest a new reality. You take a big leap forward as you share these changes with others.

A re-emergence of your inventive and creative self will give you new ways of taking action and bringing your talents into the world. You will feel secure, safe and centered, which allows you to achieve anything you want in your life. You will feel more spiritually balanced in 2009 than ever before.

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Rabbit Overview

The past year may have provided the Rabbit with many challenges and difficult situations, but this year will be a relief. The Rabbit has a very favorable outlook this year. Though it is not part of your usual plan, you may find that being assertive and bold will allow you to achieve unforeseen success. Your attraction to the finer life may lead you to living it. Personal relations are of great value to the Rabbit and will be emphasized throughout the year. Put your best foot forward in the year of the Ox and you will reap many benefits and rewards.

Rabbit Rating

67% (7 favorable and 5 neutral months)

Rabbit Career

This year is one of change. Though the Rabbit is not prone to taking risks, you may benefit greatly from taking bold new steps in finding the career you desire. Complacency in your current job could lead you to such actions. September and October are two months that are favorable for a change. You may want to seek a position that allows you to utilize your social skills and your abilities to relate to people on a personal level. Set your sights high and you will get what you want in this highly favorable year.

Rabbit Relationships

The Rabbit's family and friends will be a source of great pleasure for the you this year. They will offer support, encouragement and will be the wellspring for meaningful and enjoyable times. Personal relations are held in high regard and could be taken to a new level. Rabbits seeking new friends or romance should make an added effort to go out more and come in contact with others-you will be well rewarded for your efforts.

Rabbit Health

The Rabbit should not encounter any major health issues this year, but you may want to take precautions during certain times of the year. The Rabbit's sensitive constitution may leave you vulnerable to colds and flu during the winter months. You may want to get a flu shot during this time and make sure that you get plenty of rest to avoid any setbacks

Rabbit Wealth

The Rabbit should enjoy a new level of wealth. If you are inspired to make a career change, this will prove to be a successful venture financially. You will be particularly pleased with some of your purchases this year, as many could relate to redecorating or changing the appeal of your home. Beware of any risky investments and continue to do the things that accumulate your level of savings.

讓我再次介紹我自己.

YＥＡＲOFＴＨＥOX
恭喜發財 It's my favorite time of the year and no it's not about the 紅包. I get excited for new years because that mean's I get to start brand new...fresh! 這幾個禮拜我沒回家, 因為我覺得家裡沒有甚麼好的事情. 這裡我終於安定了...sorta. 我要謝謝各位朋友和教授...沒有你們, 我不知道我的生活會怎麼樣. thanks!

謝謝媽媽

因為你只想讓我一路進步, 成為一個為人出事的人. 為了你, 我只想身體健康, 多吃素的.

有時候我很煩惱.. 但是現在很自由..
我只想繼續這樣.. 所以我不會想起來將來的事.

總之..

I am pretty happy right now, don't matter if I don't show it, don't matter if I'm stressin', I am going to love every minute of it. Basketball... even if I don't come out the winner now , it's still going to be part of my life and I will have many opportunities. Work, even if I don't like working at all, I appreciate the opportunity for me to learn. School... you suck, but I appreciate it too.

I guess this is the 黃金時期 of college, and it's going to be over soon.

希望..我的career一路升! ｈｋｓｕｐｅｒｓｔａｒ

柷大家新年快樂!!

好久不見... What's good!? I can't remember the last time I had such a long break, and I been basically sitting on my ass all day! It's just been really awkward being back at home for such a long time and everybody is doing their own thing, then there are people that expect you to make your time useful to help them out. *ahem* Obviously things are still the same back home for me, and I wish they could change for once... but anyway, I hope that everyone had a wonderful christmas w/ family n friends. =)

I've been doing my holiday shopping since black friday! haha but now I realize that it's a foolish thing to do since everything is cheaper after christmas.. but who can wait that long? So lately I've been trying to avoid making purchases....

It's only a few days til New Years!...2009 here we come!!

I don't expect a lot of changes from 2008 but hey, the start of a new year rejuvenates everybody. I think I finally gotten a good idea of my resolutions. I'll try to make it realistic and not just something I want to happen.

Even though it is the holidays, I am pretty freaked out about going back to school/work. Maybe because it's just too much for one person.. I don't think I can contribute the Theatre&Dance website as I thought I would, and Chinese is going to take a good deal of my time as always. But it's always been an uphill battle for me since I got to Davis. Just one more year ya'll... I'll be a free agent in 2010!


So I got introduced to this new website called I'm in like with you and it's a very addictive gaming website and VERY interactive. You can sign on with your AIM account and play against ppl in various fun and competitive games. I found myself playing this when I had nothing to do.... damnit hahah I just have this competiveness in myself where I'd want to be exceptional good @ everything... idk, if ya'll want to play add me --> djxstylez@gmail.com. i also realize how the internet today connects to everything. Blogger=>google=>picasa=>facebook=>myspace. Nowadays they're all a chain of the same network. The only reason I have a blogger is because I have a google acct. HAHA, it's something to think about..


heres my Christmas single:

(CHORUS)
this christmas imma steal u a bike
happy holidays imma steal u a bike (merry christmas)
this christmas imma steal u a bike
merry christmas imma steal u a bike

this christmas imma steal u a bike
happy holidays imma steal u a bike (merry christmas)
this christmas imma steal u a bike
merry christmas imma steal u a bike


a yo u knoe me im broke i gota pay rent
I aint even got money for a christmas gift
i only got enough money for a christmas list
u kno money dont grow off trees (I kno right)
so ima go on little shoppin spree aite (fa sho)
ay i got u a present and imma steal u a bike
yea... ima steal u a bike

imma steal a bike and ride it back
take off the tag lock it and put it in wrap
aint nobody gonna notice that 1 little scratch
cuz yea ....dont even worry bout that
its new, i got it right off the shelf
all i needed was a little bit of santa's help
dont even forget about santa's elf
kris kringle thx.. have some cookie n milk

this christmas imma steal u a bike
happy holidays imma steal u a bike (merry christmas)
this christmas imma steal u a bike
merry christmas imma steal u a bike

this christmas imma steal u a bike
happy holidays imma steal u a bike (merry christmas)
this christmas imma steal u a bike

;)

冷冰冰! freezing + 甚麼打算 plans?

9 days til X'mas.. and I'm barricaded within my own home, away from the slicing wind and frosting rain. I'm in a safe haven, yet it feels as if I've elected to imprisoned myself.. whether I'm inside or outside, it's still cold as hell. I wanted to go shopping 3 days ago and I wanted to do it today, but I've prevented myself from doing so. There's always something to hold me back, perhaps it's my insecurity of doing things by myself, or just my own laziness?

Sooner or later, I'm gonna find something to do.. organize, clean, fix things. Right now I'm just watching Rambo on the plasma TV and trying to figure out what to do next... send out hallmark cards? figure out my classes? produce some music/vid? HMM.. I figure I will get things going by the end of the week.

A lot of things are going on right now... for instance, pretty soon we'll have Barrack Obama in the White House. The new year is coming, and its about time we start fresh again...with our resolutions! hah.. I wonder what I had for last year.............

kk...

Thanks.. 黑禮拜五

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! Happy feastin' and don't forget to go to the gym this weekend, and some of ya'll got apps to finish! Plus whatever midterms/finals!.. cuz I kno I'mma forget.

You kno I'm not the biggest holiday junkie, but I gotta say if it wasn't for holidays, what other excuse do we have to spend a day or two with our family, go shopping, and have fun? It's like the season where people of less virtue become more giving and respectful. It's weird.. but I like it. Although I can't fully experience this from my family...cuz some of us still work, and some of us disregards family, so nothing really goes on for me this time of the year. I'll sometimes put an effort and the message gets sent across. I try not to have the bitterness disappoint.

Wednesday was a pain in the ass since I went to all my classes when everybody else was just chillin'. I had 2 quizzes of which I totally bombed cuz the night before I somehow started to KARAOKE with the D's and Lee's , then afterwards played a few games of Family Feud!! That was fun but I could've gotten my studies in instead...check out skeez on the M.i.c


and the next beyonce...


Oh yeah, so I got the message that my dad wanted a flat screen tv over the week and I told him about the deal at walmart on black friday. He was all for it, but it was like we had to split the price with all 4 of us.. then everyting else was history..black friday ya'll. This was my first doorbuster moment!

4AM my alarm clock sounds and I woke my dad up. 450ish we were in san leandro's walmart, I drove but got off to line up when my dad tried to find parking... so I walked to find the end of the line... and I realized the line looped around the whole store.....and turned back at a dead end. It was pretty dark and possibly scary if anything bad had happened. 5AM the line moved but we got in about 5:15-5:20.... and I went straight to the back of the store where the TV's were.

I couldn't get through all the carts and ppl and ppl with carts and tvs and shit like that.... im like OMGG FUCKK gotta find the TV!! I couldn't find anything there... n I looked over n over.... not until later when I saw my dad he said there were some near the front of the store and they was all taken... and the last one my dad was about to take from the floor when some huk gwais claimed it was theres and cherng joh the TV. There goes that 42"...

Disappointed, we left the place cuz we said we either get it or get it next time. While I was driving, my dad told me to go hit up the one near the coliseum... but that was also a failed mission, parking was a bitch. So we left.... and while I drove back I suggested I could check out best buy later... but then my dad said Lets go! so I actually went to circuit city first... and the first thing we checked out was the TV's... haha Thank god there weren't doorbusting mobs there cuz we picked up a 50" plasma..... We left with joy and a big credit card bill in my name.

so there it was. The first Plasma HD ready 50" Samsung televison in our home. We got some good*ss digital channels now! but now we gotta figure out how to rearrange everything.. WOW, and the 50" plasma actually fit in the back of the jeep.

Heres some tips for all ya'll black friday shoppers:

- If theres a mob of ppl in line, chances are the deal you want will be gone.
- If the line goes around the store and comes back, ur too late.
- remember to bring ur phone dad
- chances are the BIG BIG items wont be where they display it!
- pre black friday sale have some good deals (no lie)

這幾天 These few days

Isn't it amazing? we're at the end of 2008 now... I've finally made time to start going to the gym, hopefully this is just the beginning of a long process. The only thing I want is to feel 100% again, for my back to stay aite after a long day or a lot of running. I mean besides all that I just feel really stress free when I step in the arc. No worries, no rush for time,... unlike working every other day while taking full time classes in chinese. I get pretty upset when I feel a whole lot of stress, and what I'm doing at work is no small business.

As you might or might not have known, I'm the "webmaster" and publicity assistant for Theatre&Dance. The website is pretty sick and I'm having a great time updating n all that. But like all good things there are also the bad. There's a lot of things they want done in there. A lot of things that requires more than my skill set. By no means am I a programmer or coder, I can read codes, but I can't really write them out of the blue. I'm getting freaked out since the original webmaster built the site with databases and processes that makes it hard for me to control. If theres a problem with the site's control panel, it's beyond my control. Now they want more features which I might not be able to do..... which also means more hours for me.

As a college student, I don't feel like I am spending the most of my time. Sure I work and study and stay on campus, but I also want to do things that involves making friends, going to events, kickin' it you know? I gotta live my life, not in a cubicle from 9-5pm doing someone else's job.

What would you do? Is money more important than happiness? What if money is your only option?

and for all of ya'll out there, you're welcome to drop by and try our dinner specials : )



"很好吃..!!"

My eye's on the prize.